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Thursday, April 07, 2005

do you realize, that everytime we speak
i just can't quite get that smile off my face.
i don't smile enough, bc i dont see you enough.
i hate we're a million miles apart.
i know, you tell me all the time we're still good.
but im starting to doubt.
you cant even look me in the face.
i remind you of it.
maybe im not the one who needs to grow up.
i remind you of it?
is that why you can't look me in the face.
this has nothing to do wiht me.
vicky does not equal new jersey.
you used to understand...
understand the inner workings.
i didnt have to hide around you.
i never hid around you.
i trusted you.
i looked up to you.
i wasnt scared to be me around you.
you put me in my place.
you saved my life.
it was always unspoken between us.
you saved my life.
so why wont you let me.

 

save yours.


Monday, August 02, 2004


yea you can just look and see
the frown behind the smile is most definitely me
the eyes that defy the pain so blindly
are being covered by a blanky so innocently

ill chew the corners of my protection before you get near
the world of pure hate and corruption have left me in fear
shit just never really is, just how it appears
i was driving a lil slow, but now im shifting gears

IT'S OVER, so much for love, honor, and trust
IT'S OVER, so as i leave you can eat my dust
IT'S OVER, i guess heartache has always been a must
IT'S OVER, yea i guess u never said shit was just
 
so now i'm driving a little faster, the wind by my face
so now that shit has finally got me, i can leave this place
im slammin` on my breaks so you better brace
cuz i'm realizin` that there's no way to win this unforgiving race

so true colors show now, that you know im gone
so why didnt u tell me how you felt, why'd dyou wait so long
so now you finally understand the concept of wrong
so then why'd you play me like a game of ping pong
 
damn.





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